WITHDRAWALS

Drugs are on my mind right now
Liquor right by my side now
Something is wrong with my head
Need a lil some to fix my shit

Drugs are on my mind right now
Liquor right by my side now
Something is wrong with my head
Need a lil some to fix my shit
Drugs are on my mind right now
Liquor right by my side now
Something is wrong with my head
Need a lil some to fix my shit

I be going through withdrawals
Struggle every night
Cause without it I'm just feeling like I'm dead inside
Can't decide if I just wanna let it take me over cause last time that I was on it
Shit, my life was over

Yeah my heart stopped beating and people stopped believing in me
Grandma really thought that I had a fuckin demon in me
No I'm just depressed and I'm living with the stress of growing up poor
In the fight for success and I obsess over things I shouldn't
If I could this all again I wouldn't and I'm stuck living in the shoulda coulda woulda
Knew that it was wrong but I did it anyway
I would snort fat lines looking for a better day
Who the fuck cares is what I thought anyways
Let down my family and now financially I am so down that I wanna kill myself but I'm a fighter I got battles left in me
Down for the count but I doubt that I'm out
I'll go round after round in a bout and the sound of my heartbeat let's you know that I'm not beat
Might be alone that's fine I got me
Imma keep going won't no one stop me
Sorry to the people who almost lost me
That's the last thing that I wanted
Guess that's kind of my life's plot twist but if I'm being blunt and honest
This life's just so hard to want
Struggling to stay off it cause

Drugs are on my mind right now
Liquor right by my side now
Something is wrong with my head
Need a lil some to fix my shit
Drugs are on my mind right now
Liquor right by my side now
Something is wrong with my head
Need a lil some to fix my shit

Used to be stuffing my face with the m
If I didn't do that I'd probably have m's
I let myself go to the fuckin deep end
The rest of my life it fuckin depends
If I can keep going
Is this how it ends?
Drug addict losing all his fuckin friends
Down as fuck
All of my energy spent on tryna stay off it and I'm tryna stop it
The bills in my pocket are burning for molly and imma be honest that I got no real intentions of stopping
If I see a pure cap of m imma pop it and lock myself back into prison of mind
God I needa sign
I'm begging for one cause I need better life
You're rooting for me
Praise be to most high
I no longer want to be the most high
And Hayley I'm so sorry you had to be the one to hold me stone cold dead
I can't even imagine what's going on in your own head
You coulda been laying in your own bed but you stayed by my side till my last breaths before I breathed again
Even if I did die
You'd see me again

Drugs are on my mind right now
Liquor right by my side now
Something is wrong with my head
Need a lil some to fix my shit
Drugs are on my mind right now
Liquor right by my side now
Something is wrong with my head
Need a lil some to fix my shit



Credits
Writer(s): Marvin Whitford
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