Amnesia

I've been trying
To forget about you
To get up out this slump
But nothing ain't enough so I'm out of luck
I've been trying
To forget about you
But you're stuck up in my brain
And too many things have changed
For me to keep this up
So I pray
That God sends a distraction to me
So I can take my mind off what you do to me
But I really can't complain
Cause you barely know my name
And it's driving me insane, yuh

So why should I sit here, silently crying
Trying to forget about you
Trying to forget about you
And don't you pity me
It was part of the bargain
Wasting my time with
Trying to forget about you
Trying to forget about you

I've been trying
To work myself inside your heart
But it's hopeless and confusing and it's tearing me apart
There's a one way signal bouncing in the dark
Even if you don't reciprocate it I can't hide the spark
But I'll stomp it (Stomp it)
Till there's no chance of recovery
It'd take a miracle for you to ever show some love to me
I gotta move on to bigger things
Focus on a bigger love and bigger dreams
So I pray
That God sends a distraction to me
So I can take my mind off what you do to me
But I really can't complain
Cause you barely know my name
And it's driving me insane, yuh

So why should I sit here, silently crying
Trying to forget about you
Trying to forget about you
And don't you pity me
It was part of the bargain
Wasting my time with
Trying to forget about you
Trying to forget about you

You'll never be close to me
Never was supposed to be
Tried to take a chance
But the evidence is showing me
That you ain't worth my time anymore
I can do this shit again
I've managed to do it before
And I've got the advantage
Because Sloth Mob indivisible
Clearly y'all don't get it
Talking shit is indismissable
I'm miserable no more, yuh
And to balance out the pain
Everyone goin know my name, yuh
So don't you pity me

Look at my pockets they ain't holding nothing
Catch me at Ricky's we always on something
Up in these samples you know that we cutting
On the grind working your stereo bumping
And one day
They'll be up on they feet
Yo mind prolly get lost in this beat
And most of them fools
They don't care about me
I got me a vision they can't even see
Like my first period
These people ain't worth the few cents that I earn
Look at my life did I take the wrong turn
Light up a candle I'm watching it burn
Back on the grind and we pick up the pace
Slippy C got the same grin on his face
Never lacking cause I keep me a case
Living for the homies but I still stay in my space, ayy
Quite a crazy world we living in
Something's in my cup I'm sipping it
Life is like a dream, we living it
We always try to forget that death's imminent, uh
Funny how that works
Sooner or later your into the back of a hearse
And the truth hurts
Spitting this verse
Ain't tryna copy cause you sounding worse
King of the industry
They call me Carnegie
Not even talking bout rap here we talking bout sanity
Keeping my head up while most people losing humanity
Not even using profanity
Ayy
Bet you didn't notice
Big words are really just a bonus
Not really hard when you focus, ayy