Cry 4 U

I don't wanna cry for you
But my eyelids leak
Over flowing my head
I don't wanna die for you
Suicide on repeat
Run it back in my head
Wish I never tried for you
Wasted energy
And it's making me sad
Never said bye to you
Now I'm lacking closure
And you got me down bad
On the outside
I look like I'm good without you
But I torture myself in my head
It about time
I learn to breathe without you
Rather hold my breath till I'm dead

You Drained me
Till I was weak
And you're next move
To bleed me dry
You played me
But love ain't cheap
Paid the price
With this knife in my back
Bout to take my own life
Like a wrong turn
Finally got control
Told my Demons it's my turn
I hit the fucking bottom like a rock
When will I learn
My life a living hell
I'll just sit back watch the sky burn

I don't wanna cry for you
But my eyelids leak
Over flowing my head
I don't wanna die for you
Suicide on repeat
Run it back in my head
Wish I never tried for you
Wasted energy
And it's making me sad
Never said bye to you
Now I'm lacking closure
And you got me down bad
On the outside
I look like I'm good without you
But I torture myself in my head
It about time
I learn to breathe without you
Rather hold my breath till I'm dead

It's a bad vibe
I ain't tryina think about you
But I can't to shake what you
Said that night
Stuck in my head
Playing over and over
It's a bad time
Not right now
I mean my whole life
On my sad vibes
Going off the rails
Can't seem pick the right track
Putting all the pieces back together
Get my life back
Ain't tryina get high
But Gave my self a contact
Hate what I've become
Insecure about what I lack

Guilty by association
Hanging with myself
Full of desperation
Thoughts of ending myself
Dissociation I'm losing myself
I thought you'd help me find me

I don't wanna cry for you
But my eyelids leak
Over flowing my head
I don't wanna die for you
Suicide on repeat
Run it back in my head
Wish I never tried for you
Wasted energy
And it's making me sad
Never said bye to you
Now im lackin closure
And you got me down bad
On the outside
I look like I'm good without you
But I torture myself in my head
It about time
I learn to breathe without you
Rather hold my breath till I'm dead



Credits
Writer(s): Evan Schirra
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