Suicidal Heartbreak (feat. malloy)

It's like I'm up into outer space
Xannies to heal the pain
Addiction to cocaine
Lost my soul along the way

This a suicidal heartbreak, nothing going my way
Dark thoughts tell me I ain't worth a damn thing
Black out no pain, after what she told me
Heart aches when I think about the old days
Wanna let go but I can't right now
Still think it will turn around
Choking on my words I was left dumbfound
Flying so high hope this never comes down

Yeah, I been lucid dreaming
Yeah, only see my demons
Woah, say that it is over
No, I don't want it over
Poppin' pills for the thrills but I get the chills
Devil used her soul just so he could make a deal
How could I be wrong? Didn't see it all along
Now I'm left all alone with my demons and my thoughts

This a suicidal heartbreak, nothing going my way
Dark thoughts tell me I ain't worth a damn thing
Black out no pain, after what she told me
Heart aches when I think about the old days
Wanna let go but I can't right now
Still think it will turn around
Choking on my words I was left dumbfound
Flying so high hope this never comes down

Flyin' so high in the galaxy
Said nothing just abandoned me
Still crying, myself to sleep
No place that is safe for me
Just bring the drugs, we gon' party all night
Just bring the drugs, get her off of my mind
No one to love, better luck next time
That's not the point, she shoulda been my wife
Shoulda, woulda, coulda, I can't let her go
What will happen next? Nobody knows
Live a short life, perhaps overdose
One day she my lover than the next she a foe

This a suicidal heartbreak, nothing going my way
Dark thoughts tell me I ain't worth a damn thing
Black out no pain, after what she told me
Heart aches when I think about the old days
Wanna let go but I can't right now
Still think it will turn around
Choking on my words I was left dumbfound
Flying so high hope this never comes down



Credits
Writer(s): Richard Rotter
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