Hard to Sleep

I only thought it for a minute, but it got me down
That kind of feeling when you've got something to cry about
And all the talking turned to screaming that I couldn't help
This isn't me, me, me

I only thought it for a moment, but it's crippling
I guess the gravity of going out is sinking in
What if I'm missing the capacity for all of it?
This isn't me, me, me

And I'm so scared of losing all control
Don't you tell me, "It's better to let go"
When the weight of the world feels so close
It's only me, me, me

Audrey told me that she thinks it might be in my head
How I'm overthinking everything I never said
How it's killing me a little to be different, oh
It isn't me, me, me

But I'm so scared of losing all control
Don't you tell me, "It's better to let go"
When the weight of the world feels so close
It's only me, me, me

Hard to sleep, could it be only me, only me?
Hard to sleep, could it be only me, only me?
Hard to sleep, could it be only me, only me?
Hard to sleep, could it be only me, only me?

I'm so scared of losing control
When they tell me, "It's better to let go"
When the weight of the world feels so close
It's only me, me, me

And I'm so scared of losing all control
When they tell me, "It's better to let go"
When the weight of the world is so close
It's only me (me), me (me), me

It's only me, me, me