Fear

I'm not awake tryna hurt myself
We in this trip just tryna find ourselves
Till you get caught up and you lose yourself
Ain't that deep that's what I tell myself
I numb all the pain I put it on my shelve
Nothing gonna hurt me till I hurt myself
I won't get open though I need some help
I do it alone till I break my shell

And It's not that bad till you hear the news
Doesn't look hard till you fit in my shoes
Don't feel the pain till I get a bruise
You can't really say till you pay your dues
Cos when I feel crazy I can't sleep
This weight feels way too heavy on me
Feels so wavy in the deep
And I won't die before I fall asleep

Till I die
You know that I'm a hard guy
I don't budge I
Just react to these situations as they fall I
Never show my tears you know I won't cry
Ohh I don show everything is gone alright

Till I get the gwap I won't fine
I break these ties if you cross the line
I become hard till I get my dime
Boiling internally 99
Ohh Lord
I'm going crazy
I don lost my mind
We're all at war
The homes are empty
This not part of the design

And It's not that bad till you hear the news
Doesn't look hard till you fit in my shoes
Don't feel the pain till I get a bruise
You can't really say till you pay your dues
Cos when I feel crazy I can't sleep
This weight feels way too heavy on me
Feels so wavy in the deep
And I won't die before I fall asleep



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Writer(s): Adams Abu
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