Wonder

I never go anywhere
I'm too scared to talk to anyone
I get left isolated
Spending my time sitting all alone
My identity doesn't exist, I'm living just to breathe
Self consciousness gets in my way
I'll just keep my mouth shut

And I wonder if I'll ever see the sun
It's hard to imagine when you've been locked in a cell
For so long

I doubt myself so often
I self sabotage and I sit still
I overthink everything
Situations made up in my head
I dwell on my past mistakes
Holding on and I just can't let go
I'm so sick of myself
So sick of feeling this guilt and dread

And I wonder if I'll ever feel okay
It's hard to imagine when these feelings drag me down
Every single day



Credits
Writer(s): Ryan De Mint
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