goodbye aggin

I Wrote a letter to my old self signed it in blood
Told me if i came back i ain't showing no love
For real my nigga i might have to kill you
I know you say you changed but hell naw you still you
And still do the same things you've always done
A real live nigga and gon always be one
You did things to me that i cannot forgive
Messed up stuff man i could barely live
Remember when you told me i should kill myself
And ain't nobody love me and i'm by myself
I was eating anything vibrating so low
Taking full advantage cause you knew i didn't know
But i understand life now you needed me dead
Cause you knew the new me was coming straight for your head
Darkness cant exist where there is light
Its been real but now i'm saying goodnight

Truth be told my nigga we never got along
And you can listen back and hear in damn near every song
I was a nice young man you was a money hungry demon
You was looking for coochie i was looking for meaning
You was ready to die i was trying to live
Its a constant battle man somethings got to give
I dropped to my knee like father please save me
And when i did they said i went crazy ok maybe i am
But i just know they don't understand
I'm the quarter back the most high got a plan
And you ain't in it man but you still my nigga
But i cant let you get no bigga cause you tried to kill me
If up to you nigga i'd still be in the gutter slanging dope to my brother
And killing him too ride by flashing money at you
You ain't nothing and you know that its true goodbye nigga

My nigga you was always there even at my lowest
And when i felt despair you'd tell me here my nigga roll this
And i would just agree cause really you was me and you really hate my guts
But at the time i couldn't see we always disagree
Cause you're the lowest part of me
But the most high let me see that it was time to set you free
So go be all you can be just far away from me
And i will carry on i'm glad your ass is gone nigga