Four

You know we each got our own bond
Guess I'm a fool for thinking mine was so strong
Walk out the room and I'm alone as ever
Feeling separated even when we're together
One, two, three, then the bonus member
Still feeling the same, thought it would be better

Oh my, I-I've been here before
Heart gets so deep, near to the floor
It's hard to keep these in for much longer
And all of the while, you unaffected
Views from the sideline, often skeptical
That's just what it's like when you're number four

I feel like I'll always be a four to your big three
If I was gone, would you miss me?
Saying you love me, but you diss me
If I was your lover, would you kiss me?
I feel like I'll always be a four to your big three
Life on the line, would you kill me?
Been authentic, y'all know the real me
Tell myself otherwise, I need convincing

Yeah, it's like a stab in heart whenever we part, bleeding
Still got entertainment but my favorites all leaving
Feelings never changed, stay the same every season
Got my place but it's demeaning, for the closeness I am feening
I don't mean to intervene in what you got going on
Guess education did it for me, I feel great, is that wrong?
I'm just tryna be in, cause I've been out for so long
If it don't work and I stay hurt, I guess I'll write me a song, kyuh

Oh my, I-I've been here before
Heart gets so deep, near to the floor
It's hard to keep these in for much longer
And all of the while, you unaffected
Views from the sideline, often skeptical
That's just what it's like when you're number four

I feel like I'll always be a four to your big three
If I was gone, would you miss me?
Saying you love me, but you diss me
If I was your lover, would you kiss me?
I feel like I'll always be a four to your big three
Life on the line, would you kill me?
Been authentic, y'all know the real me
Tell myself otherwise, I need convincing