Dying Inside

Take my love out
Put the drugs down
Feel the pain now
I'm still the same somehow
But I feel the past hit me
An I'm sad again
Still asking you
What you actually feel
Right now
With this silence between us
Really mean this
Hate to see you, breaking
But I can't help you
When I'm fucking shaking
Inside my heart
Inside my mind
Girl I can't fucking take this
Braking down
Breaking down
Breaking down

I'm breaking
I'd gladly trade it
I hate that
I'm always faded
I say that
But I won't change it
Feeling stressed out
Blame it on your love
When it's just me
An myself
Trynna fuck it up
So I can be alone
Cause I already feel alone
No matter how I much I try
To get you off of my mind
It just replays an replays
Over an over inside
I probably rather die
Then wake up
The next day
An feeling alone inside

Take my love out
Put the drugs down
I feel the same way
When you left
But I've change
Yea
I grew up
I'm dying inside
I can't be saved

I was raised to lie
Been trynna change
Forget the pain
When is it safe to die
I wanna go
When is it safe to try
I wanna know
Cause it's like every day I feel alone

Everyday We wake up
An stay up
An Take drugs
But don't talk
You hate me
I love you
I'm traumatized
In my mind
From all the times
She left me alone
An now I'm alone
Struggling to See The world
Trynna tell you how I really feel
But I can't understand
How I really feel
Are we packed in enough
In this goddamn earth
Feeling so alone
Like why do we even do this
Why the fuck do I feel useless
When I'm just trynna get through this
An get the freedom in life
It's all about to change
But it never really works
An it sucks
Living life
When you really wanna die
We're a different person
On the surface
Where you smile so fake
Steady hurting On the inside
I Felt That same way
When I said don't go
I'm alone in my head
Sitting down
On the ground
Writing this to you
But 100k people will hear it before you do
So soon I'll sell out these shows
So soon I'll live on the move
I gotta get out this town
I hate driving past your road
I fucking hate you as well
Okay maybe that's not true
Or maybe it's not a lie
But baby I wanna die
Right there
With your fucking arms around me



Credits
Writer(s): Coby Grissom
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