Agoraphobia

I've got a box and it makes me feel better
A little hole where you never have to
Go outside and feel the bad weather
A thermostat and an intact sense of self
I bite my nails and it makes me feel better
I bite my nails and go straight down through to the bone
I've got an itch and I just can't scratch it
But I'm sure it'll fade out after a while
After a while

I feel unknown and it makes me feel better
I feel like I could just fade right into the ground
The best friend that I've got is this mirror
So many things I could learn about myself
When you look at me do you see something
Could I be your usable, your host
Do you find it hard to talk to me
Could I be a reflection of yourself

With everything that I could ever want or need
I feel let down
Inside an air conditioned cell
I pull my hair out by myself
But I don't sweat it, I mean I'm

Eighteen
Lobotomizing
Myself
Though the tv
And oversleeping
And over drinking
And over thinking
Ahh

I'm not thinking enough
I'm not thinking enough
I'm not thinking enough