Fear

I want you to
Fear me leaving
When my head starts spinning won't you see it
When my heart turns left, hope you cease it
When I make a missed step, you're the reason

I need to see it
From no one's eyes but my way
Or from old bros who aren't seeing sideways
From momma's kitchen soup on Fridays
Washing dishes, guess it's not my day
But wait hold up
Have a doughnut
I'm a heartfelt guy, let me pull up
Catch me swoove serve searching with my nose up
Curiosity makes me feel like a grown-up
But the end is nigh
I'm my own last cry
Out into the clouds, I'm thinking bout how (Thinking bout how)
Thinking of everything that could be here, then and now
I open my lips, need not beg for forgiveness
I know I'm not perfect, but at least I admit it
There ain't a purchase, no cars or mortgage
To make me worth it, I need your reassurance
No keys, no Lexus
Just heart, just text me
'At school' or 'done work'. Is it that perplexing
The fire in my heart, the little engine that could
A spark on dried wood, and it burns so good

If I'm a button, I say start
If I'm a pilot, I depart
If I'm a mime, I'd never bark
If I'm a chicken, then I'm chillin in the yard
If I'm a cowboy, you're my Rango
If you're Boba, I'm your Jango
If I'm Johova, you're by bible
If I'm flipping pages, I need to know what it says though
I'm Gordon with that dough
I'm smoking with that bloke
Californian with that dope
He eating my snacks tho
He thicc like an afro
He big like a chapel
He a cow, but it's gas though
Rolls be packing eights 0s
If you're a desert, Imma Gobi in it
Turn the diel, and imma bring rain season
Like J-D's Jay's team 2-0-15
I'm royalty, and I'll set the scene