Cartibloom

You thought you were cool
I thought you were mean
I thought you had no where else better to be

You thought you were cool
I thought you were mean
I thought you had no where else better to be

You thought you were cool
I thought you were mean
I thought you had no where else better to be

You thought you were cool
I thought you were mean
I thought you had no where else better to be

Thank you for all that you gave to me
I wish you could know what you mean to me
I wish I could be what you wanted of me
I'd be numb to all sense of intimacy

But that's not what I want for my reality
Your too obsessed with grandiosity
I cannot keep tending a flame
With no warmth, warmth
Monotony, monotony

You thought you were cool
I thought you were mean
I thought you had no where else better to be

You thought you were cool
I thought you were mean
I thought you had no where else better to be

You thought you were cool
I thought you were mean
I thought you had no where else better to be

You thought you were cool
I thought you were mean
I thought you had no where else better to be
I felt like a fool
I felt like a tool
I felt I had somewhere else better to be

But that was the way
The way that we talked
The way that we interacted with our thoughts
The way that I wanted to be all along
The way that we navigated our bond
So I can move on

But is that really what i want for me
Do I know my philosophy
Can I trust me to that degree
I don't know