Dreams and Nightmares

It was my world and it turned to my universe
I gave you life and turned it to a hearse
I can't believe you aint here with me
Can't believe you aint here
Cant believe you aint here with me
My dreams brought nightmares like Meek Mill
Chad-Star

And I just don't know how to feel
It's like all my dreams coming real
And I can't believe you ain't here with me still
My dreams brought nightmares like Meek Mill
And I just don't know how to feel

I gave you my whole life and held up my deal
I was supposed to put your name on top of my will
Now you can't even look me in my face
But you see it every time you look at our child
Scheming, plotting on me but you always did it with a smile
Now I'm tryna live my life, I can't cuz you stay hating
I was homeless you was texting me bout ya vacation
So I just don't know how to feel
Had brothers switch for songs and a bill
Had niggas switched on me like I ain't have pride
Force my heart and my mind to pick a side

So I just don't know how to feel
It's like all my dreams coming real
And I can't believe you ain't here with me still
My dreams brought nightmares like meek mill
And I just don't know how to feel

You don't even know what you want
I don't even know how to feel
We don't even know what's going on
Just that the love, hate and pain is real
I be riding through the mountains paranoia in me
Fighting demons while i fight my feelings
Fighting cases while I fight my past
While I fight injustice, man it's overwhelming
Take a couple grams to the dome
Because I don't wanna feel shit
Cuz I lost you, you lost me, and we both quit
Its never over til it's over but it's hella O-V-A
Made a whole song and I still don't know what to say
Thats real shit

Cause I just don't know how to feel
It's like all my dreams coming real
And I can't believe you ain't here with me still
My dreams brought nightmares like meek mill
And I just don't know how to feel

I just don't know
I just don't know how to feel
I just don't know how to feel
I just don't know



Credits
Writer(s): Chad Dozier Taylor
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