Rich Soul

My anxiety
Makes it hard to sleep
Hard to eat
Hard to dream
I just feel drained
I just feel drained

If you love me
Gotta take whatever come with me
When it's great, when it get bad
It get so ugly
I struggle tryna keep every step in front of me
I swear I'm grateful for everything that's done for me

Appreciate ya life
It could end so suddenly
I seen niggas die
He got boomed right in front of me
I saw great minds
Fall into nullity
Tired of the pain
I'm numb from the fuckery

Every day I struggle with my sanity
Feel like life wanna keep me down like it's gravity
Every time I feel a bit of joy
Happiness snatched from me
Every time I get good news
I'm ready for a tragedy

My PTSD
Got me reminiscing battle scenes
Every where I go
I gotta check the back of me
Shit I seen
Probably break a man to his hands and knees
Learned to speak less
They'll take ya words and make a travesty

I just want to win
Cuz I seen losses
I don't care to be rich
I see my kids and feel fortune
Just wanna be there
To teach em better than I was taught
Show them no matter the amount
The soul can't be bought

No matter where you stand the world is yours
It's a long road ahead but you gotta stay strong
Don't you give a inch
They'll try and take more
No matter how high
You get you gotta stay floored

Twenty five years in these trenches
And I'm still here my mind fucked up
Grinding a whole ten of those
Just a young nigga tryna come up
They wanna see you in a cell or dug up
The ones who talk the most never done much
Not me, see I'm working
Sun down til sun up

I don't really know what's luck
I get around like nunchucks
Skip the middle man
See the plug's plug
I don't judge
I done drugs
Seen that shit take my brother out
So I be telling my niggas to chill
Only habit I got is getting blue bills

I could make the death jam
But I don't got a deal
Claim some high ground
I need a house up on a hill
Might just go cop a field
Make it disappear like Copperfield
We usually go half/half
But this one to the face
The pain getting too real

Everybody want the fly life
And the newest perks
Ain't nobody there
When it's time to do the work
At war with the devil
I cannot lose to her
If I blow
I'll be the biggest star in the universe



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Writer(s): Alvin Reyes
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