The Definition

Growing up I chased attention and approval
Nowadays it's separation and removal
I learned most things are best left neutral
But look close and see the pain up in my pupils
I wonder if the diabetes brought depression
I was full of hate like revenge was my profession
I'm good now I'm just speaking my confessions
This blank face is like my permanent expression
How can you forgive when you get your heart broken
Why when I'm so quiet do I seem so outspoken
Everybody switched up from my girl to my gang
So how can I be wrong if I cannot trust the same
Wrestling these demons I won't tap to no submission
I cut off all the extra like I practice circumcision
Emotions self destruct in my body demolition
Which causes me to spaz I'll show you the definition

The engine is starting up

Spaz
A verb originating from the word spastic
First meaning, a lose of physical or emotional control
Second meaning, the side of Papi few have seen, many fear, and no one understands
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Writer(s): Zsaneja Coffee
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