Delighted Disgrace

When I'm lying awake
Reflecting over the year
I walk through all of my pain
But what the hell, I'm still here
Then disbelief hits my face
Because it's actually real
I'm tasting life on my tongue
This is the moment I feel

So where did it all begin
This fear of falling apart
If I refuse to say yes
They'll drop me out of their heart
The notion claws at my eyes
They stare at me in despair
Judging the way that I speak
And where I'm from, what I wear

Are we the blame that sits inside
The misty memory of your mind?
Are we the ache that holds on tight
Keeping your head awake at night?

When we were flying
You went and shot us from the sky
When we were trying
You turned and left us there to die

Realise this is the way I was born
I'll through my hands in defence
I'll shout it out from my heart
Without deceit or pretence
You can't refashion me
Remould the shape of my face
This is the life I've got and
I'm a delighted disgrace

I disassociate
I get so terrified
I feel the world let go
A hollow cave inside

Hell, I could cut my hand
Without an inch of the pain
Could even murder a man
And simply not feel the shame
Society's a fabrication
Humankind's a falsification
Tell me, where is your hand?
I wanna feel the real land

Are we the blame that sits inside
The misty memory of your mind?
Are we the ache that holds on tight
Keeping your head awake at night?

When we were flying
You went and shot us from the sky
When we were trying
You turned and left us there to die

Realise this is the way I was born
I'll through my hands in defence
I'll shout it out from my heart
Without deceit or pretence
You can't refashion me
Remould the shape of my face
This is the life I've got and
I'm a delighted disgrace

Yeah
I know myself so well
I'm well aware of all the things
You'd use to drag me down to hell
Yeah
I know myself so well
I'm well aware of all the things
You'd use to drag me down to hell

When we were flying
You went and shot us from the sky
When we were trying
You turned and left us there to die

Realise this is the way I was born
I'll through my hands in defence
I'll shout it out from my heart
Without deceit or pretence
You can't refashion me
Remould the shape of my face
This is the life I've got and
I'm a delighted disgrace

This is the way I was born
I'll through my hands in defence
I'll shout it out from my heart
Without deceit or pretence
You can't refashion me
Remould the shape of my face
This is the life I've got and
I'm a delighted disgrace



Credits
Writer(s): Rich Allo
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