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When my goals went from
Being alive to thrive now just survive
Hard to feel at all
When you feel barely alive
You know my life it took a
It took a dive
But never swam back to the shore
Feels like I'm drowning
Deep below on the ocean floor
I wake up and everything has become a chore
Feels like I always gotta clean and sweep up the floor

It's like they mixed up my order
This is not what I asked for
When I try to send it back
They like here have some more
I stick around through the mess
Like my hand's in a smore
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Said this not what I asked for

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I can't be sure
Can't tour
I don't want more
Feels like I'm in a rerun
Like it's never done
It feels like time has stopped
Like every clocks battery has ran out
And it needs to be replaced
But it never gets replaced
So I just sit
In the same damn place
I begin to pace
While my mind starts to race
Life's gone without a trace

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