Diary Dearest

Dear diary
I write to you from a place deep inside of me
In the dark cuz the light it feel like fire to me
You can probably find me where the vampires be

I want to suck your blood my love and run amongst the lost youth
I paid too much attention once tell me what it cost you
Still got all this tension on my back I need to get it off
Before I off myself or take it out on someone who deserves the world
Filled with hurt, the pain still remains a worthy foe
Heel me first before I lose control from vertigo
Off balance, trying to build one with my own hands
I'm not okay, ain't no chemistry in this romance
Hold up guys the bars being raised by a poltergeist
Fantasma bitch
The touch of death is cold as ice
I-c-e
K-a-o-t-i-c pees on every wack MC that be defiling our culture
Don't follow the trails of the vultures
All roads lead to death
Dear lord hold my breath
Count back to the sound of my heartbeat
Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three
Two, one, everyone written up they was tardy
Jeff Hardy
Charismatic enigma
Kill off the stigma
That souls taking they own life is weak
This that unheard silence I speak
I'm a walking titan at his peak
I'm here fighting with the possibility
My soul gets siphoned positivity
Anomalies with amenities
Fuck a millipede and a centipede
Cuz none of them motherfuckers will equal infinity
Got no affinity
For interactions keep a poker face play no poker
Lay down face up in my sepulcrum

Dear diary
I write to you from a place deep inside of me
The death of patience
Dear diary
To whom it may concern my word will die with me
Kill off the waiting
Dear diary
I write to you from a place deep inside of me
The death of patience
Dear diary
To whom it may concern my word will die with me
Kill off the waiting