Affected By the Streets

Lately I just been thinking about the past
Thinking about my brother
Wish it could go back to the way it was
When we all had eachother

Lately its been me & my gun
Protecting my son
So when you see me reaching just run
Never been the type to sympathize for niggas
Ima keep it a hunnit
I never realized the pressure till it all started coming
But I been loaded up with visions ever since a youngin
I told every nigga round me we gone make these hunnits
Never told a lie, never gave up on my soul
I was toting on them rides, see i'm just tryna make it home
Everything about us looks astonishing I know
Like how its summertime & we still getting rid of snow
We was racing after licks, tryna find out where to go
Thinking once we get that brick, we gone find our way to blow
None of these niggas ever believed in me
Only my brothers did but half of them ain't here with me now
Turned me insane as a child
Crazy how the impact of a death make you dangerously wild
& Change ya mood up
shit it made me wanna circle around that block
& drop a school bus
See i'm just being honest
Cause when you in the streets you bound to know that nothings promised
So if we spot em then you got em
We get a chance to drop em then we drop em nigga
Everything ain't what it seems & that's the plot my nigga
I could tell you what i've seen but I choose not to nigga
I was really in the back in the van, with a stash full of grams
Thinking if they find it then its life in that jam
And I don't need that shit
Still i'm quick to buck a nigga out that seater quick
streets left me with paranoia
constantly, i'm seeing shit
So think twice cause one single move will leave you hit
I been dealing with death since like 2008
Smoking every thought away to give my mind a break
But i'm still slanging, still hanging from every window out that whip banging like fuck whatevers at stake
If it wasn't for the ones that believed,
i'll probably be 3 years in
Facing everything I done seen
Everything we done accomplished
Facing everything without no light up out this darkness
Only choice we had was spark it
Only thing the opps did was make sure they was targets
We was tryna be just the biggest to load the market
We had visions like the mob
Streets was way too hot so we couldn't do no more jobs
So it was hustle right from the start

Ain't no denying what it was or what it could've been
I hope my niggas doing well, I wish it wasn't them
I wish they didn't have to leave so soon
But until we meet again, i'm aiming right for the moon

Ain't no denying what it was or what it could've been
I hope my niggas doing well, I wish it wasn't them
I wish they didn't have to leave so soon
But until we meet again, i'm aiming right for the moon



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Writer(s): Albert Jimenez
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