After

Right after the high
Are you even there
Was it just to pass the time
Wake up asking why
I been up, I been down
I can't ever decide
Right after the high
Are you even there
Was it just to pass the time
Wake up asking why
I been up, I been down
I can't ever decide

Daddy went down, I was eighteen
Mind went before, like a bad dream
Shit, that man had his PhD
But it's my birthday, couldn't remember me
Or my name
Or where the fuck I came from
Guess that dementia gotchu faded
His boy is gone, replaced him
Memories, stack up so exponentially
You be thinking that they never leave
But them bitches got places to be
Places to go
Who do you know
Where is your love
What is your drug
Why do we lose everything
Just to find out everything that we had is enough

Right after the high
Are you even there
Was it just to pass the time
Wake up asking why
I been up, I been down
I can't ever decide
Right after the high
Are you even there
Was it just to pass the time
Wake up asking why
I been up, I been down
I can't ever decide

Shits fucked up
Know it is
Nothing more than I expected
Wrecked and damn depressive
Cause you can't learn a lesson
Look me in my eyes
Tell me you don't know you lie
Been off it, nearly lost it
All cause you just want some gossip
Things you thought tamed, popping up, veracious veins
All this anger in my way
Keeps boiling up, it's a shame
Out of my lane, off of the buzz
Off that thing which I think I loved
Gotta keep in my pocket
So I can't just say I lost it

Right after the high
Are you even there
Was it just to pass the time
Wake up asking why
I been up, I been down
I can't ever decide
Right after the high
Are you even there
Was it just to pass the time
Wake up asking why
I been up, I been down
I can't ever decide



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Hawkes
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