How to Not Miss You

I'm learning how to fall asleep
Without your voice to whisper "Goodnight
And sweet dreams"
I'm learning how to make it so
You're not the first thing on my mind
When I wake up

I'm learning how to walk alone
Force myself to stop checking my phone
I fill up my days
Go through the motions
Put on a mask and hide away the emotions

The hours, they turn into days
And maybe I will learn
To stop wishing I could run to you and hold you
And maybe I will learn how to not miss you

I bite my tongue when hear your name
Fight the tears 'cause it'll never be the same
I'm trying to get used to this
I tell myself I'm better off without you

I learned not to turn the radio on
Cause I lose my breath
When I hear your favorite song

The days, they turn into weeks
And maybe I will learn
To stop comparing everyone I meet to you
And maybe I will learn how to not miss you

The time will turn into years
And maybe I will learn to stop believing I was not enough for you
And maybe I will learn how to not miss you
Maybe I will learn

I'll watch your life play out without me
Pretend it doesn't kill me when I see her by your side
I'll force a smile when I run into you
Say I'm fine when you ask me how I'm doing
I'll try to be the girl I was before
But I can't seem to find her anymore



Credits
Writer(s): Vivian Dinh
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