Pursuing Life

Good evening, welcome to the game, your name?
Spectre, okay, sir would you like some gin and tonic first? Yes, sir
Just tilt the hennessy a bit looser
Why? Some girl forgot to choose ya

Well it ain't about a chick
My friend it's being rich
The money tower is too tall
At the top you're alone
Getting blind with the gold

You serious? Sorry to seem appalled
But i sense a lil stupid with what you just told, blind with the gold
I mean its crazy to think money aint the lady
That your crave, stay and wanna be fucking on a daily basis
I cant be sad to say i got the benji and the status
Can be on different places, can be on different bases

See thats why lady rich is the best thing that could ever happen to you
She'll stay with you as long as you want her to
Aint that shit good, aint it

The rich ain't a lady my man
It is a bitch
Don't wanna fuck for a second and then she switch
The hickeys she left
The taxes and debt
I might struck you as an idiot
But the happiness is just for a period
The rest is oblivious
Trust me my guy that is the real case
That Benji be lookin at my face askin' how's the family K

Thats a monogamy case, just try to give it some space
And think of the wonders it ends, when you think a person is your friend
Might not be with you til the end, human is equal to pretend

Listen to me straight
Thing is no wonder an escape
With the money catch a break
That bitch be saying keep going
I'm sorry what's your name
Got no shoulder to share the pain
Not a person asking out how was your day
You're alone and afraid
Thinking there won't be anyone to cry at your grave
Your life's flashbacks
Meetings and a bank full of cash

Everybody love my greens more than me for me
Surrounded by the people ready to stab me in the back
This shit just like you no one understands

You still got your cash, ask the ones who never had that
Ask the ones in the street with zero chance to live like that
Look at me, dead end job, dying to be like that
Wanna be seen like that, always to be like that

Trust me man I was a one who never had that
I used to think just like you
When you get it
It bites you
Fake people fake friends that's all what surrounds you
Things you don't wanna do got no choice you're bound to
Yeah on the streets I was just too broke
But I was not alone
I had people who had hope in me
Real friends and family
Got the money now they look at me
From a different perspective
All of a sudden I'm respected
I miss the days when roam out free on the streets
No heat in my head no dependency
But it aint the same, you see

It changes everyday, every month, every year, every week

So i was sayin', its different than it was
Even your mother can stab your throat
I'm just focused on the goal, that is money
See we're oppositely same, i'm just into the place
You wanna be to be for a change, see how its different, huh
We're in the quest for the better life
I just want the cash, you just want a wife
I'm just too drawn, cause im behind
But you're halfway there, but its disastrous here
I got no time to spare, though im twice the persevere
Living here since a kid, but never had the warmth
Of a family, pushed back and forth
Always doing people's chores, and you're crying for a hoe
Your life is better than mine, why gotta ask for more

It is like lookin in a mirror but it's showing the old me
My were eyes too gold filled
Blindfolded
Don't care till you lost things, lost people
You lost yourself
In chase
Surrounded by the lights into the darkest place