Open The Door

I've been all alone, I've been on my own
I wanna start a show, feel like Kevin, Home Alone
Need to stop feeling broke
I've been out my mind, I've been on the grind
I put it all on the line, and now I ain't wastin' time, agh
Hiding deep in space, cuz I feel outta place
When I'm chillin' on the earth and everybody in my face
Get the f up out my way, you and me ain't the same
I'm not tryna live my life off of minimum wage
They say die for what you love, but I'mma live for what I do
Feels my time's almost up cuz of s I been through
I could pass any day, always wanna hit the hay
Like I'm living in a barn, but I'm actually in a cave, yeah

Feelin' fed up but f the medication
Shootin' for the stars like a constellation
We ain't hittin' any brakes 'till our destination
Wanna spring to life, yeah, call that hibernation
This is my debut, it's a W
Even if it flops cuz I'm doing more than you
You be on ya phone reading memes ya homie sent to you
While I'm working for success and I'm actually making moves
And it's true, I was never that kid in school
Who had a million friends and thought they were above the rules
I wasn't cool, instead, I was being myself
And it's been hell, it don't matter, cuz I made it out
I was taught by those kids that nobody play fair
People do what it takes so they can climb up the stairs
I can never give up, even if nobody cares
I can't miss the shot, not even by a fing hair

I've been feelin' great, I've been feelin' low
Stuck in my brain, I'm trying not to choke
I didn't come to play, my back's to the ropes
Gonna get super high, but I don't need any dope
And it's dope, making this music is the st
Y'know it always got my back when my mental takes a hit
And that happens quite a bit, but I'm destined for this
Music gets me outta bed and gets me back in the basement
I've had my bad days, they ain't goin' away
I gotta keep pushing, I urge you to do the same
So I'm starting up the engine and unlocking the gate
I'mma hold myself down and do it whatever it takes
Cuz I'm addicted to the lyrics like a druggie on weed
Wrote this joint with nothing but just a little caffeine
The only drug I'll ever need, plus the dopamine
You've never seen a heart so cold, now the flow so clean
Drove a long way to escape the downpour
It led me to this beat, now it's dead, it's no more
Moving in now, I'm standing on your front porch
Don't want me to kick it down? You better open the door