Ruin
My mind fluctuates
Like an automatic light switch
I love you, I hate you
I've got an itch
I love you, I love you
I need my fix
I hate you, I hate you
You fucking bitch
Please love me and need me
It does the trick
Babe please, I need it
I'm feeling sick
I'm fucking addicted
Who can I kid
I'm needing, I'm fiending
I need to sin
Last chance for substance
I'm gonna flee
I'm hooked, I can't leave
You entrap me
I'm needy, I'm greedy
My fatal flaw
I crave it, I chase it
Above it all
I'm high, I'm soaring
I'm gonna fall
I'm crashing, I'm burning
So fuck it all
I thirst, I hunger, I strive for it
Gone so long without
I'm deprived for it
I want it so bad
I could cry for it
I need the release
I would die for it
You coursed through my veins
You beat me insane
Shit on me then looked as if I was to blame
You force fed me shame
I'm sick of your game
You say that you're different but you're all the same
You stain me like tar
You pushed me so far
I never should have jumped into your car
My life is aflame
I'm buried in pain
So fuck you, you broke me and
Fucked with my brain
I'm bleeding you out
I'm fucking bleeding you out
You said you'd be a home
Now I just want to fucking be alone
Controlling, conniving
You fucking snake
You lied to me saying
It's for my sake
You twisted my arm
Until It broke
You crammed all your lies
Right down my throat
Force fed them so hard
Until I choked
You had me so blind
Head up in smoke
You end me like punchline
And I'm the joke
The lies, the lies
Can't fucking think
You're stains on my skin
Like fucking ink
I'm pushed far beyond
My fucking brink
It's because of you
That I fucking drink
It's because of you
That I fucking drink
Do I even love you?
I think I do
Fuck
Like an automatic light switch
I love you, I hate you
I've got an itch
I love you, I love you
I need my fix
I hate you, I hate you
You fucking bitch
Please love me and need me
It does the trick
Babe please, I need it
I'm feeling sick
I'm fucking addicted
Who can I kid
I'm needing, I'm fiending
I need to sin
Last chance for substance
I'm gonna flee
I'm hooked, I can't leave
You entrap me
I'm needy, I'm greedy
My fatal flaw
I crave it, I chase it
Above it all
I'm high, I'm soaring
I'm gonna fall
I'm crashing, I'm burning
So fuck it all
I thirst, I hunger, I strive for it
Gone so long without
I'm deprived for it
I want it so bad
I could cry for it
I need the release
I would die for it
You coursed through my veins
You beat me insane
Shit on me then looked as if I was to blame
You force fed me shame
I'm sick of your game
You say that you're different but you're all the same
You stain me like tar
You pushed me so far
I never should have jumped into your car
My life is aflame
I'm buried in pain
So fuck you, you broke me and
Fucked with my brain
I'm bleeding you out
I'm fucking bleeding you out
You said you'd be a home
Now I just want to fucking be alone
Controlling, conniving
You fucking snake
You lied to me saying
It's for my sake
You twisted my arm
Until It broke
You crammed all your lies
Right down my throat
Force fed them so hard
Until I choked
You had me so blind
Head up in smoke
You end me like punchline
And I'm the joke
The lies, the lies
Can't fucking think
You're stains on my skin
Like fucking ink
I'm pushed far beyond
My fucking brink
It's because of you
That I fucking drink
It's because of you
That I fucking drink
Do I even love you?
I think I do
Fuck
Credits
Writer(s): Jonathan Bond
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com
Link
© 2025 All rights reserved. Rockol.com S.r.l. Website image policy
Rockol
- Rockol only uses images and photos made available for promotional purposes (“for press use”) by record companies, artist managements and p.r. agencies.
- Said images are used to exert a right to report and a finality of the criticism, in a degraded mode compliant to copyright laws, and exclusively inclosed in our own informative content.
- Only non-exclusive images addressed to newspaper use and, in general, copyright-free are accepted.
- Live photos are published when licensed by photographers whose copyright is quoted.
- Rockol is available to pay the right holder a fair fee should a published image’s author be unknown at the time of publishing.
Feedback
Please immediately report the presence of images possibly not compliant with the above cases so as to quickly verify an improper use: where confirmed, we would immediately proceed to their removal.