check my pulse

Feeling like I'm over when I know I just begun
Feeling like an outro
The ending of my song
(Yeah)
Feeling like I lost every day is a test
Late to my party
But I'm the only guest
If it makes sense

Check my pulse I think I missed it
Where's my mind I think I lost it
If I had a wish my only wish would be to be at peace
But I also have some other wishes?

I wanna know
Wanna know where I'm going
I wanna know
Wanna know if it's really leading somewhere
I'm going nowhere
What do you want
Do you want me to tell you?
What do you want?
Do you want me to say I'm not the same?
It's not a game?

Fuck I
Got lost inside my head
I'm always stand-by
Minute after minute
Here I go-by
I'm always looking backwards
Now I know why
It's hard enough to write this so I'm

Feeling like I'm giving everything I have away
Don't say I didn't warn ya
Don't say you understand
Oh I understand
You don't
Fuck I
Just lost my train of though but never mind
All that I want is a sign
But also it needs to define me so I

Check my pulse I think I missed it
Where's my mind I think I lost it
If I had a wish my only wish would be to be at peace

I wanna know
Wanna know where I'm going
I wanna know
Wanna know if it's really leading somewhere
I'm going nowhere
What do you want
Do you want me to tell you?
What do you want?
Do you want me to say I'm not the same?
It's not a game?

Fuck I
Got lost inside my head
I'm always stand-by
Minute after minute
Here I go-by
I'm always looking backwards
Now I know why
It's hard enough to write this so I'm

Feeling like I'm over when I know I just begun
Feeling like an outro
The ending of my song
(Yeah)
Feeling like I lost every day is a test
Late to my party
But I'm the only guest
If it makes sense

Take my skin
Maybe you could use it better
Take my voice
Maybe you could use it better