I Miss U (Wanted U to Know)

I don't know why I still miss you
But I think about you all the time
Maybe it's my brain or maybe it's your pain
That took us far from where we started
I don't know why I still miss you
And choose to text while I'm a mess
Maybe I just care more than I can bear
Or maybe I'm just brokenhearted

But you looked at me like not a liability
Like every little thing I said made sense
I know it was hard to leave and you said it wasn't me
But I know that I can be a bit intense

I miss you
And it's only been two weeks
They say that it gets easier
But maybe not for me

You love theatre
So you were putting on a mask
I thought I saw right through it
But I was fogging up the glass

But you looked at me like not a liability
Like every little thing I said made sense
I know it was hard to leave and you said it wasn't me
And I know that I can be a bit intense
But I can't help it cause

I miss you
And I guess that makes me weak
They say that it gets easier
But maybe not for me

You miss home, you miss the old you
I miss the old me who didn't know this feeling
It's not your fault that now I don't know what to do
It's never easy to acknowledge you need healing
But I can't heal you alone

I miss you
But you say you need to grow
I'm not there to care for you
But I'm so proud of you and I wanted you to know