You’re the reason I can’t write a song

All the pictures on my walls are falling off,
Like the leaves do as the seasons change,
all I do is watch.
And a part of me believes I'm growing up,
but my soul's latched on to something
as I'm watching from a distance.
I've been trying to convince myself
it's nothing but a dream,
but some mornings I wake up I swear you're sleeping next to me.
And your voice fills up the shadows in my room.
Tore my heart apart and left a piece of you.

You're the reason I can't write anymore.
Cause I'll know that it still hurts
when I put it into words.
You're the reason that I'm scared of going home.
Cause I don't know what makes it worse,
be alone or be reminded of the things I never had and are no longer,
but I know the reason I can't write a song
anymore.
Anymore.
No

You're engraved on every street I used to walk,
And I don't wanna face the memory,
the music that was you and me.
And it feels like all the roots I had
anchor back to you.
It's a history I can't repeat,
but now I know the truth.

You're the reason I can't write anymore.
Cause I'll know that it still hurts
when I put it into words.
You're the reason that I'm scared of going home.
Cause I don't know what makes it worse,
be alone or be reminded of the things I never had and are no longer,
but I know the reason I can't write a song
anymore.

As I watch it fade away
I didn't know a heart could break so hard that nothing else
could break it from the pieces left.
Now,
Now I know that it's too late
for me to salvage any pieces of you.
Is there peace without you?

You're the reason I can't write anymore.
Cause I'll know that it still hurts
when I put it into words.
You're the reason that I'm scared of going home.
Cause I don't know what makes it worse,
be alone or be reminded of the things I never had and are no longer,
but I know the reason I can't write a song
anymore.
Anymore.
No