Begging

I ain't gon' cap like
(Hey Benji)
I'on even know if you believe me
When I be telling you that I love you and shit
But fuck it, like you know

You point out every small thing
That's isn't the bigger picture (this isn't the bigger picture)
Sometimes I sit down and tell myself
That I'm done fuckin' with ya (I'm done)
Bae, you can keep it real with me
I'm not them other niggas (keep it real)
I'ma ask you one time
Is you fucking with him? (Is you fuckin' with him?)

Then I replay the arguments in my thoughts
Tryna see if I'm tripping (tripping)
Like maybe I skipped over something
Baby, what I'm missin' (baby, what I'm missin')
I be needing comfort but how when I'm distant
This time you fix my heart, then shatter it all in minutes

You be begging me to change (begging me to change)
But you're the only one who changing (the only one)
You be begging me to stay (begging me to stay)
But you're the only one who leaving (you the only one who leavi-)
You be begging me to change (begging me to change)
But you're the only one who changing (the only one who changin')
You be begging me to stay (begging me to stay)
But you're the only one who leaving (the only one who leavin')

I never painted that I was perfect
You the one who captured that picture (fuck)
Steady searching for my questions solve the riddles (damn)
I promise that my intention's pure and no hidden agendas (I promise)
Got me playin' with my feelings
And tryna test me with my mental (oh damn)
They say love 'posed to be easy and bring peace
But I'm frustrated (I'm frustrated)
How do we go from being best friends to dog conversations? (How the fuck?)
Tryna prove that I love you, that's the moral of the situation (I love you)
It's got me out here begging for you, you got different temptations (wanna leave)

'Cause I'll let you go (let you go)
Gonna have to let me know (let me know)
Sorry if I'm selfish (sorry if I'm selfish)
'Cause I want you all to me (I want you all to me)

You be begging me to change (begging me to change)
But you're the only one who changing (the only one)
You be begging me to stay (begging me to stay)
But you're the only one who leaving (you the only one who leavi-)
You be begging me to change (begging me to change)
But you're the only one who changing (the only one who changin')
You be begging me to stay (begging me to stay)
But you're the only one who leaving (the only one who leavin')

Ain't that some else
Think you begging me to change, shit, don't mean to thank you
Cupid for you love, don't need no shootin' range
Say lil' cutie you are the sun when I see the rain
Walk your talk, everything
I can't see how you bring so much pain
Told you for the peace you worry about these ho's 'round me
Can't change shit this me
You know I came out of them streets

Pockets stay heavy, young nigga been OG
Let me know when you ready, accept everything that come with it
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Through thick and thin, we 'pose to be strong
Protect you in the place we call home
Got me in the trenches singing this song

You be begging me to change (begging me to change)
But you're the only one who changing (the only one)
You be begging me to stay (begging me to stay)
But you're the only one who leaving (you the only one who leavi-)
You be begging me to change (begging me to change)
But you're the only one who changing (the only one who changin')
You be begging me to stay (begging me to stay)
But you're the only one who leaving (the only one who leavin')