Intro

Hey Terence
I know you probably don't want to speak with me and I can fully understand that
I mean, I don't know
This was very irresponsible of me to allow this
I shouldn't have allowed him in especially knowing that I had an emotional chord
I appreciate you more than you'd ever know
You're everything I didn't know I needed
I'm hurt that I hurt you
I never wanted that
I want to try again
With no distractions
Give me a call when you can
Bye

Ain't coming back just cause you want me again
Might be a phase and I won't do it again
Blows to my chest saying that I'm just a friend
Is this real love or am I really just convenient again
Ain't coming back just cause you want me again
Might be a phase and I won't do it again
Blows to my chest saying that I'm just a friend
Is this real love or am I really just convenient again

I don't care what you have to say
No love in your eyes
Blinded from disguise, that you put in my heart
Keep saying you're afraid
That's no excuse to be this way
Your love is clouded in dismay

And I don't care what you have to say
No love in your eyes
Blinded from disguise, that you put in my heart
And I, won't keep this in my life
Can't keep you in my life
Thought you would be my wife

But I'm just saying like
How do you not see that this person
If they've already told you that they don't want you
Now they're only coming back to talk to you once you get somebody
And you can't see that, like I say they're just poking the bear
You know how people always say people only want you when they can't get you

Because once you've got a soul tie
You ain't seeing none of that stuff bruh
And when you're bonded with a person like that especially over trauma
And off of unresolved stuff
When you're bonded over brokenness with a person like that
You're not seeing none of that shit

It just seems like a lot of the stuff people do is ass backwards to what it is they're saying They want
Like, I really feel like people be asking for shit they're not ready for
And just because it's not what you think it should look like
You push it away
Shove it away
And it's really in your face

I don't know bruh
I'm really just trying to sit here and think of how to take that
Cause I'm just like thinking to myself like are you just
Are you apologizing because you really are disappointed in yourself
Or are you just apologizing because you got caught