Don't F**k Up

I want truth, it's hard to explain
What the fuck you tryna hide while the thoughts all up inside, I ain't taking jokes
Motherfucker talking dope
Yea I'm off that shit and it's fucked with me so damn bad, I can't relapse
I'm thinking too hard but can't look back
That shit ducked me, been done loving
Nobody trusting, fuck me
Where am I now? Just losing all my power
I ain't imagine nothin' sour
More sour than every single doubter
In my life that just fight
The fact that I'm better than you
You looking at me like I'm fuckin' see-through
But what you ain't see through is what the fuck I've been through

Endless motion, nausea controlling
Fogged up in my head and it's annoying
How am I writing this lovely shit?
Once you just note it, like feeling like a poet
Like I can write and cope with the emotions that then load with
All the mental addressing
Whatever is up in my head is addressed, see
Some people text me that aren't even close as friends see
But what, they let me into their lives and pretend being somebody else
Like the real them is somewhere else
Just be yourself
Why you gotta act as a fuckin' shell?
One day you gon' rot in hell
For the ones that rebel against me