Mixed Feelings

I know this beat is overplayed, but I finally got a turn and I know just what to say
The thought of being 'round you when I'm tryna move on, and the feeling too strong that it's hard to go away
And you won't. go back to what you had before me
I know you deserve better but I'm too lonely
Just know, I got all these mixed feelings that I don't know how to tame
And I won't let you just leave till you start begging me to stay
I know I'm dead wrong but I'm living so right
And I know just what I want but it's way too hard to fight
Yea, I got all these mixed feelings that I don't know how to tame, nah

The shit is so confusing, I get it, I'm really trying
But I know you think it's bullshit and I always keep telling lies
The truth is what I'm telling you and Ion understand
One minute, don't wanna talk then next minute, wanna be your man

I'm wrong, it's my fault
I don't wanna keep you in this thang too long
And you won't, give me a chance
To tell you, I'll just be your friend

But that ain't what you on, cause your feelings too tied
And I'm on another wave, you ain't even tryna ride
You a grown ass woman, and I'm just a little man
Still going through life, trying to not fall but it's too hard to stand

I'm so focused on the future, need a clear view
I can't stop thinking about the girls in my rear view
Like... I don't want you here, but I want you here
I might just disappear... shit

I know this beat is overplayed, but I finally got a turn and I know just what to say
The thought of being 'round you when I'm tryna move on, and the feeling too strong that it's hard to go away
And you won't. go back to what you had before me
I know you deserve better but I'm too lonely
Just know, I got all these mixed feelings that I don't know how to tame
And I won't let you just leave till you start begging me to stay
I know I'm dead wrong but I'm living so right
And I know just what I want but it's way too hard to fight
Yea, I got all these mixed feelings that I don't know how to tame, nah

I'm so sick of feeling this way towards you
I feel like everybody goes through the cycle, not knowing what to do

But do you really blame me?
For goin' crazy?
Give you attention... that you pay me
My baby ain't my baby
I can't keep the gifts that you gave me

I really wanna give it back, cause I feel attached
It kinda feel good, the way we going back to back
Sometimes, I know that I ain't good for you
But you good to me, this the kind of love that doesn't last

This is probably the last time you hear my voice
But don't forget that I'm going up like loud noise
You got niggas, so you got some help to fill the void
This song is a just message that you couldn't avoid