Inner Thoughts

Always said you wouldn't but yet here we are
Broke me down to my core, I fell apart
You kept saying you just need a push to fully start
But that was last year, I guess I never fit the part

And then that shit finally hit me, it was over with
Like a nightmare, swear I never wanted this
I seen you with another nigga, that's the part that hit
How could it be so soon right after, yeah, you switched so quick
I hate to see that shit

Loved it when I used to kick it all the time with you
I never put my all into something like that, it's true
Swear I was focused, never thought about what's next or who
A couple fights later, turned your back and now we're through

I said lets work it out and stay committed while we in it
From the time that I first met you til right now I ain't forget you
Was it my actions or the other stuff you refer to?
Can't seem to figure out which one it was that really hurt you

I said that I would change but first you just have to forgive me
You said okay to that but then you up and left me empty
I'd go back and fix all of this mess, I wish you'd hear me
Told you time and time again I surely miss you dearly

Always said you wouldn't but yet here we are
Broke me down to my core, I fell apart
You kept saying you just need a push to fully start
But that was last year, I guess I never fit the part

And then that shit finally hit me, it was over with
Like a nightmare, swear I never wanted this
I seen you with another nigga, that's the part that hit
How could it be so soon right after, yeah, you switched so quick
I hate to see that shit

Now you got me thinking and my mind is all loose
Shit really messed me up, and I can't fully tell the truth
It's hard to put this shit back in the past like Father Time
But fuck it that's the way life goes, just not your way sometimes

I gotta keep it pushing, never know until you in it
My brodies gonna be here til the end, until we finished
Another opportunity don't mean you'll be replenished
Giving everything my all so no one is diminished

And free that nigga Burg until it's backwards, for real g
He deserves a second chance respectfully
Missing times when he was banging next to me
Hold it down until I'm out bro were his real words to me
Mindset, TTG, that's how I was raised to be

Always said you wouldn't but yet here we are
Broke me down to my core, I fell apart
You kept saying you just need a push to fully start
But that was last year, I guess I never fit the part

And then that shit finally hit me, it was over with
Like a nightmare, swear I never wanted this
I seen you with another nigga, that's the part that hit
How could it be so soon right after, yeah, you switched so quick
I hate to see that shit