Who R U

It's like you made up everything you said in our last conversation
Making me regret my teenage years infatuation
What did that boy do to you to change all your persuasions
Now it's like to speak to you I need some sort of invitation

I had you back when we spent ten a night over at the days inn
I had you skipping class and we said that was our vacation
We used to pull up in the parking lot with dap and crit on most occasions
I'm just a little bit confused on how we got into this situation

Because you said I was there when you didn't have anybody else
And now I can't get a response from you when I'm struggling with myself
And I just can't believe you're not here when I'm begging you for help
Not in my wildest dreams did I believe you wouldn't be the first that I could tell

That I'm breaking down here and I feel like I'm going crazy
That my minds been spinning round and the drugs ain't working lately
That when I lay down at night I still dream of you me and our baby
But you're just my imagination now you're my long lost crazy day dream

You were better off without me from day one
You were in too deep the second this had begun
You were just too late to turn around and run
You should of stayed at home where you come from

Since the second I met you this was destined to go wrong
Since the second I met you I had written a thousand sad songs
Since the second I met you I knew this would fail all along
Since the moment I met you though I felt like I belonged

You accepted me for me and to me that's all that mattered
You reflected on me with me when my mind felt oh so scattered
You neglected me and you see the way that I left shattered
You reminded me why I believed this would all end in disaster

When I was young I always used to picture this
Write it out plan it out but in the end it always ends up unscripted
Views so much more vivid than the descriptions
The road less traveled leads you to the less predicted
Timid wishes
Uncompleted missions
Don't ask permission
Always seek forgiveness
Mountain peaks I'm reaching in attempt to expand my vision
Fear of failure fear of death but they've both always been a given
No time for looking back I can't spare an intermission
Matchmaking mandated by women similar to Alex Hitchens
Keep leaving Easter eggs but I never count my chickens
Keep grieving over death but that doesn't change the way I'm living