Needle In Vain (The Barbary Ghost Mix)

Pushing the needle into the vein
Pulling the plunger, have I gone insane
Droplets of blood swirl in glass
Chasing a dragon that's running too fast

Can't hold my head up
The Shame weighs me down
Nothing feels right
Am I going to drown

The room's growing smaller
As the plunger slides in
Head begins spinning
As the dragons creep in

Hold on to the memory
Of the child I use to be
As he dies inside of me
From the needles of a junkie

Such disappointment I've let myself down
These Words seem so hollow from emaciated clowns
If this is a party, I'm not having fun
I was told I could be anyone
Instead I am Bleeding onto the floor
As the tie off dangles above the sore
Titling my head by back I just want to cry
Is this how I'm really supposed to die

No God Please
Please save me
For Here I bleed
There's no God
Listening

My mind is reeling as lay here and die
I'm sorry Mother I didn't want you to cry
Your son's overdosing in a bathroom alone
No one to save him no God to call his own

So Hold on to the memories
Of the child I use to be

Hold on to the memories
Of the child I use to be
As he dies right in front of me
From the needles of a junkie