Refuse

If I could find the error then I wouldn't mind
But you got me questioning every detail in our time
Packed up for one while I'm down at night
Without a single word to know why

Insecurities govern over peace of mind
And seeing my reflection, damn I'll have to lie
Is it in my face or in the words I find
If I knew would I begin to feel right?

I am in need of directions, do I?
I? Turn around, is there a sign?
Why? the question that's locked in my time

But I refuse to care about what you think
I refuse to think about what it means
I'll take my heart away from what you bring
Guess I'm beyond the blame
Above the addictive shame
You lost the words to change me

Conversations from the sunrise through the night
Called me baby once the summer sun is passing by
If I could change the story then I'd skip the other guy
The part where you hold my friend and both say goodbye

Guess I lied in the hook I tend to blame me
Yeah my memory begins to play you when I'm free
I wonder if I spend too much time writing songs
I shouldn't doubt but I go back when I'm alone

Maybe I'm faking it 'cause I need to feel hate for myself
My brain is taking me back to being a kid that isn't well
And you're waking up the doubt
If I'm enough for the crowd
I don't wanna care but that part of me is talking loud

I am in need of directions, do I
I Turn around? is there a sign?
Why? the question that's locked in my time

But I refuse to care about what you think
I refuse to think about what it means
I'll take my heart away from what you bring
Guess I'm beyond the blame
Above the addictive shame
You lost the words to change me

Thinking feels quiet
When everyone's gone
Everyone's gone

Overthinking something that I can't control
That I can't control

Thinking feels quiet
When everyone's gone
Everyone's gone

Overthinking something that I can't control

But I refuse to care about what you think
I refuse to think about what it means
I'll take my heart away from what you bring
Guess I'm beyond the blame
Above the addictive shame
You lost the words to change me

Thinking feels quiet
When everyone's gone
Everyone's gone
Overthinking something that I can't control



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Writer(s): Mario Pascua
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