Restless Nights

I lay awake and start to thinking
Why'd y'all have to leave me?
Why'd y'all have to deceive me?
Why'd y'all lead me into this darkness that I am in?
Why can't I find real love?
Am I even good enough?
Oh Father embrace me with your spiritual hugs
Show me Lord that I can be good enough
Show me your goodness
Pour down your blessings
For no weapon formed against me shall prosper
And I know all this so why are you cast down oh my soul?
Why am I in turmoil?
Why can't I focus on you oh Lord?
Why can't I see your goodness from up above?
As a deer pants for flowing streams
So does my soul for you o my God of everything
Send down your spiritual army to guard me
For I am a child of God so anxiety you have no hold on me!

I feel hopeless, I'm falling for someone but I think it'll go nowhere
I'm trapped in a constant state of fear
I just pray God answers my prayers
I've never wanted something this bad
I feel down, I feel trapped, I feel like I might have an anxiety attack
All my deepest darkest fears surround me like a cloud of ash
And I feel like I'm just bound to collapse
Like I'm, like I'm just bound to relapse back to my old depressed state
Is it fate? Or was I six months too late?
We'll just have to see but my impatience is killing me slowly
As I fall into a decline with my mind
Why can't I find happiness?
Why does pain have to exist?
Why do I have to be so confused and clueless
Lord show me your master plan as I leave my life in the palm of your hands



Credits
Writer(s): Frank Alvarez
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