Rock Bottom (feat. Charlie Bett)

Jack Nicholson up in this bitch cause I'm shining
And to every tragic ending I hope there's a silver lining
With my fake smile on, the masquerade stay lying
And this dire dilemma got my head in the clouds flying (Flying)
I got nothing I don't even gotta say now
Mask tight on so we see how this night gon' play out
Tired of your shit, feeling flawless, I gotta lay down
Redirect your hate to your wallet and my PayPal

I just gotta see you to feel happy
It just happens to be
It just happens to be
It just happens
I don't gotta feel you to stay laughing
I'm just lost in the sea (Yeah)
Please, stay here with me (Please)
Help me before I

Dropped to the floor when I got the answer to my question
And my stomach tied in knots just like I'm hit with indigestion
Every time I'm with the homies feels like an intervention
Always faking a smile but they questioning my intentions, look
Roses stemmed from jagged thorns, many storms
Passing as the family mourned
Everything I'm doing to provide when my child is born
We've been torn apart but united in the afterlife (Afterlife)
Hungry for malice, I lost my appetite
God damn (God damn)
We've been hurting bad
Friends don't call me no more, I guess their service bad
Searching for better purpose, there ain't no turning back
Sense of euphoria, wonder if I'm deserving that
Lovestruck till I strike out, just turn the lights out
The hardest to please, we end up crying each other's eyes out
The hardest to love, the amount of times I spent these nights out
Regretting the pain till I'm spilling my insides out 'cause
This ain't fiction
No Uma Thurman
I'm not listening
Are you sure man?
Why you tryna go and use us?
You undeserving
Tryna make us go and lose love
It's all burning down
Since the day I started fucking with you
You gave me a choice where there was nothing to choose, no
I'm with my girl and I'm loving it true, true
But when I'm away, all day I lose (I lost)
All day I lose
I don't even know what I had to chose
I think I'm sinking, going down
To rock bottom, to rock bottom now
Where you at when I'm hitting your line?
I been stuck in the back of my mind, shit
Running after you but I'm running out time
And I feel I've been miles behind

Jack Torrance going crazy 'cause you going for Wendy
It's all pouring outside and the cans getting empty
There's no living for the killing 'less you do it yourself
I've got nothing but the love so we must hold like a belt
I can't crack this code, I caught da Vinci on the worst day
Why'd he have to do that right after my birthday?
Why don't she question nothing that that man say?
He paint a red-x right up on my landscape
You're looking at my face in the mirror
My blood is in your veins like Akira
I'ma fuck you up if you get near her
You're poisonous and I got the serum
When you acting me I hate you cause I hate myself
Never enough to do what I do, need to do something else
I don't think I'm gonna make it to the point I'm retired
These Spider-Man webs out my wrists but it's all barbed wire
Can't, can't, can't let my self die in my own hands
The shutter speed's deep down in the dead lands
Vision getting blurry, gotta hurry, need to see her
Before I see red all up in our held hands, no-uh
My pillows drenched in either tears or sweat, no-uh
I don't really know which options best
Knowing me I'd assess it's both
Then I've been obsessed with hope
That I'll be the best to know
And that the rest will go, we know
She got my cartridge to work
So quit it or we'll find out who gon' end up the worst
Spoiler alert, oh shit, it's you
I just had a vision and that's the truth

I just gotta see you to feel happy
It just happens to be
It just happens to be
It just happens
I don't gotta feel you to stay laughing
I'm just lost in the sea (Yeah)
Please, stay here with me (Please)
Help me before I

You say I'm losing you
You say I'm losing you
You say I'm losing you
You say I'm losing you
You say I'm losing you
You say I'm losing you
Oh no-no-no