I Just Want My Smile Back

Yeah
Hey
Its Kota
If your Listening, I love you

Everyday life is gettin' harder to keep holding on
Yeah
I remind myself I'm trying, but I just can't seem to go along
Yeah, yeah
The only thing stoppin' me from breakin' down
Is the hope in my heart that you would come back around
Damn, I miss her, I wish that she'd come back
I don't want that, but I want that
Yeah
Could I break it down for you so you'll be sharper than a thumbtack
Just got back from my dream state, I can see your face
But I'm not tryna see fate, just tryna see straight
God told me to live my best life before I'm walkin' into these gates
But I pray, cause ima need grace
Feelin' weaker climbin' to the top, I need a knee brace
Or a new place, a space, a peace of mind
That I reject for myself, maybe I need some time to readjust
And settle in to my own mind once again
I still ain't gotten back to me
The smile that used to shine up on my face

(My face)

Oh I want it back
How did I get so sad
Yeah
Oh I want it back
How did I get so sad

Yeah

Ive been addicted to nicotine since fifteen
And Im still waiting up on the new me
He just ain't come around
Like my so called real friends really screwed me
PTSD like a movie, in my head, that just keep looping
I can't take anymore cruelty
Bad People Ruin a good person morals
They don't know about Loyalty

I just don't even know what to do anymore
I feel so alone, and I look like I'm set, but I'm hurt in my core
I can't take it anymore
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Cant take it anymore
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Cant take it anymore



Credits
Writer(s): Matthew Larson
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