Diary
Pacing, Walking Around, In the same place I was found
Really trynna go do something, this shit boring by yourself
I'm playing God trynna force this evolution
Got bored and looked into Buddha
Yeah, my ex bitch was into voodoo
Think that shit why I am curse
One on one with self, I don't concur
Now I'm just concerned tryna do right in this life of mine
They don't see the grind
I pop up on em like a poltergeist
My skin got hella burns, my heart's been cold as ice
I'll catch ya'll afterwards up in this afterlife
I can see at night, acid making shit look bright
I can't even lie
I've been off too much shit
I can't even cry
Feelings in this song, it's kind of like my diary
This a journal of everything I've tried to be
Express myself but I hide it from society
Told me write these lines and record it my advisory
Feelings been changed, people done rearranged
Life is bright like the sun only when you been through the rain
And the only way to get pleasure is grinding out through the pain
It's a feeling that you can't explain
Imagine a life where everything's perfect
Got a knife in my back, and they wonder why I'm nervous
Love is a trap and it's not really worth it
Got a hole in my heart, and a life without a purpose
There were nights where I was hurting
So if they fight me I'ma hurt em
Don't gotta like me I'ma person
Just writing little verses
Right where middle earth is
Fighting these demons
And baby I'm bleeding
I'm crazy, I'm screaming
You hate me, you're leaving
Feelings in this song, it's kind of like my diary
This a journal of everything I've tried to be
Express myself but I hide it from society
Told me write these lines and record it my advisory
Feelings been changed, people done rearranged
Life is bright like the sun only when you been through the rain
And the only way to get pleasure is grinding out through the pain
It's a feeling that you can't explain
Feelings in this song, it's kind of like my diary
This a journal of everything I've tried to be
Express myself but I hide it from society
Told me write these lines and record it my advisory
Feelings been changed, people done rearranged
Life is bright like the sun only when you been through the rain
And the only way to get pleasure is grinding out through the pain
It's a feeling that you can't explain
Really trynna go do something, this shit boring by yourself
I'm playing God trynna force this evolution
Got bored and looked into Buddha
Yeah, my ex bitch was into voodoo
Think that shit why I am curse
One on one with self, I don't concur
Now I'm just concerned tryna do right in this life of mine
They don't see the grind
I pop up on em like a poltergeist
My skin got hella burns, my heart's been cold as ice
I'll catch ya'll afterwards up in this afterlife
I can see at night, acid making shit look bright
I can't even lie
I've been off too much shit
I can't even cry
Feelings in this song, it's kind of like my diary
This a journal of everything I've tried to be
Express myself but I hide it from society
Told me write these lines and record it my advisory
Feelings been changed, people done rearranged
Life is bright like the sun only when you been through the rain
And the only way to get pleasure is grinding out through the pain
It's a feeling that you can't explain
Imagine a life where everything's perfect
Got a knife in my back, and they wonder why I'm nervous
Love is a trap and it's not really worth it
Got a hole in my heart, and a life without a purpose
There were nights where I was hurting
So if they fight me I'ma hurt em
Don't gotta like me I'ma person
Just writing little verses
Right where middle earth is
Fighting these demons
And baby I'm bleeding
I'm crazy, I'm screaming
You hate me, you're leaving
Feelings in this song, it's kind of like my diary
This a journal of everything I've tried to be
Express myself but I hide it from society
Told me write these lines and record it my advisory
Feelings been changed, people done rearranged
Life is bright like the sun only when you been through the rain
And the only way to get pleasure is grinding out through the pain
It's a feeling that you can't explain
Feelings in this song, it's kind of like my diary
This a journal of everything I've tried to be
Express myself but I hide it from society
Told me write these lines and record it my advisory
Feelings been changed, people done rearranged
Life is bright like the sun only when you been through the rain
And the only way to get pleasure is grinding out through the pain
It's a feeling that you can't explain
Credits
Writer(s): Jessen Steel
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