Patience

I been feeling lost, don't know where to go
Should I go write a song, or one of my hoes?
But don't got none of those
And since now you're listening to me
I'm pretty sure you that can tell which one I chose
I don't try to provoke these women who hold a grudge over me
Cuz I slid in too bold
Just don't like going slow with women or flows
Cuz one makes me money
One makes me broke

I was lost in the dark, no I couldn't see
Who I was at the time, who I wanted to be
Cuz part of me died buried him underneath
Didn't know that he was who they wanted to see
The one who was sweet, who didn't demean
The one who treated others respectfully
The one who didn't ask for money or weed
Till others started taking advantage of me

I started feeling trapped, I was getting used
Was getting outta hand I had to make move
But the one that I made I wish I didn't do
I started using tings for nothing but my mood
I hardly felt a thing when I was being rude
Shit was hella scary shit was Freddy Krueger
Only thing I thought was "can I do her?"
Couldn't care less where her auntie Sue works

"You're too straightforward"
Well at least now I'm not a fake whore who tries to be who he ain't for
The ones he thinks need to look at him and rate 4 stars outta 5
Like why even bother?
Cuz if I have a daughter or a son they gon be the ones to look to me
When they're having trouble tryna fight their insecurities

I told my day 1s just keep waiting, patience when I make milli split half this
I've been taking my time with this shit no Due Date Ghalifinakas
Comedy movies do slap but I really do prefer that action
And I couldn't really care about drama
But they all CATS that's why they love acting
Rap cap not here nah I don't have an issue admitting that I don't do trapping
Masking, who? what? me?
Nah I could never do that unless I'm taking transit
Still tell myself that I gotta go get that victory top shelf gotta grasp it
Just like one of my tings did my piece right before we fucked like rabid rabbits

Look
You took 10 days tryna write this type of heat, but man I done it in 2
So true
Not many used to talk to the kid now they flock to the king
Zazu
Got a hot blonde ting in my doc martins that's pussy in boots
Running through competition
Like my cock is twitching bitch I'm hot headed
Switchin moods

So many of these raps are trash
Boutta grab the gag
No I don't got a slave but I got chains and the master's back
So pack your bags and act like Jack
I cannot stand these rappers man
Just poppin xans, bottles, tags, commas, cash
Want a slag to call him dad
But cannot handle thought of having love he'd have for his daughter
For a bitch who's really bhad

Cuz these days it's "fuck a main chick"
White girls hated for being an OG Lays chip, basic
Asians discriminated cuz of COVID cases
Racists takin more Ls than a fuckin maze
And a crippled patient who saw Usain and tried to race him
With his ass scraping the fuckin floor
You cannot ignore the noise I'm making
So shut your door unless you want me on your parents playlist

Hmm what's a new flow?
Oh shit don't know where this is gonna go
But let it roll out like Rolling Stones
Cuz satisfaction I could never get close to knowing
No I been a perfectionist since 2 double 0 1
"This kid talented" don't make me blush
But don't mistake my work ethic for fucking luck
You dummies fuckin think this shit come easy to me?
Well then you dumb as fuck
And that's probably why you should minimize your time on the mic
I just told my guys

I told my day 1s just keep waiting, patience when I make milli split half this
I've been taking my time with this shit no Due Date Galifianakis
Comedy movies do slap but I really do prefer that action
And I couldn't really care about drama
But they all CATS that's why they love acting
Rap cap not here nah I don't have an issue admitting that I don't do trapping
Masking, who? what? me?
No I could never do that unless I'm taking transit
Still tell myself that I gotta go get that victory, top shelf gotta grasp it
Just like one of my tings did my piece right before we fucked like rabid rabbits

Never been average
I can't imagine me half assin
Any task I have that'll make my goals happen
Don't have a fantom but I'll go ghost on hoe asking
Why I be rapping like this girl you're so tragic
Cuz you're part of the reason that the game is so damaged
If I can get at least one person out there toe tapping
I'll know there's hope that's why I keep the fucking flow savage
So don't be tellin shit if I'm someone you don't manage

Bringing new waves to the game every song in my city same tune
So I'm tryna make a change I'm dedicated even if they wanna see me lose
I don't do vacation I'd rather pay for 30 days in the stu
Made a foundation that's why my lips stick to the mic every time I let it loose

I told my day 1s just keep waiting, patience when I make milli split half this
I've been taking my time with this shit no Due Date Galifianakis
Comedy movies do slap but I really do prefer that action
And I couldn't really care about drama
But they all CATS that's why they love acting
Rap cap not here nah I don't have an issue admitting that I don't do trapping
Masking, who? what? me?
Nah I could never do that unless I'm taking transit
Still tell myself that I gotta go get that victory top shelf gotta grasp it
Just like one of my tings did my piece right before we fucked like rabbid rabbits