feel like shit

Je suis tout seul dans la fête
J'crois que t'arrives pas à sortir de ma tête
On m'avait pourtant dit que la vie est belle
Mais je ressens ton manque dans la pièce

Mon regard poser sur la fenêtre
Je recompte les photos qu'il me reste
Est-ce que j'y arriverais,
Avant la fin de la semaine

Mon coeur se fissure a chaque instant
Ma douleur s'amplifie a chaque saisons

Wish I knew that was only the start
And now I'm fallin' apart 'cause
Last night for the very first time
You didn't even try to call
Oh I, won't lie
I thought I might die
I couldn't even sleep at all
And maybe I'll get used to it (ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
But right now I just feel like shit (ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
Oh, oh
So I kissed somebody else
Just to see how it felt
But all that was goin' through my brain
Was your hands around my waist
You know how to do it so well
Really thought I was done with the hardest part
When I pulled myself out of your arms
Wish I knew that was only the start
And now I'm fallin' apart 'cause
Last night for the very first time
You didn't even try to call (didn't even try to call)
Oh I, won't lie
I thought I might die
I couldn't even sleep at all
And maybe I'll get used to it (ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
But right now I just feel like shit (ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
Oh, oh
Now if I get a little too drunk
I'll start thinkin', "What if you were the one?"
I know that the damage is done, done
And I still have the shirt that you wore when we first met
It's there on the floor, I might kick it under the bed
Hopin' that I could forget that
Last night for the very first time
You didn't even try to call
Oh I, won't lie
I thought I might die
I couldn't even sleep at all (at all)
And maybe I'll get used to it (ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
But right now I just feel like shit (ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
Oh, oh

Mon coeur est noir
Mon coeur est noir