Stay Occupied - Single Version

I was waiting for a better time
To bring up the shit that happened
I've been trying to keep it off my mind
But it gets the best of me
It never hurts to try

You found a perfect partner
Everything I wasn't
And I'm left to wonder
If I should've left you sooner
You could've found a guy like him
And I wouldn't waste all your time

We could've done it different
It could've been much better
But it never hurts to try
I just gotta keep it off my mind

I just gotta stay occupied
Or it'll follow me all my life

But it never hurts to try
Just gotta keep it off my mind
If you go searching you might find
You had the answers all this time

Oh, you're so cold!
Laying on all this guilt
For moving on without you
But you've already moved on too

But it never hurts to try
I just gotta stay occupied

I wasn't bitter
(You were mad)
You gave me a lecture
(For your dad)
I cut it short
(I heard enough)

I wasn't bitter at first
But you had to keep reminding me
Of all the shit I did to you
And how can I grow past it
If I'm always looking backwards
I' m a very guilty person
Have you ever stopped to wonder
If I've been going under
"I think you've used that excuse before."
But it doesn't mean I'm lying
'Cause can't you see I'm trying?
God, I should've left you sooner
Now everything I say is going on the record

But it never hurts to try
I just gotta keep it off my mind
If you go searching you might find
You had the answers all this time

I was waiting for a better time
To bring up the shit that happened
I'm trying to keep it off my mind
But it gets the best of me
Though it never hurts to try

Oh, you're so cold!
You're laying on all this guilt
For moving on without you

I just gotta stay occupied