Illyana's Interlude

Am I enough for you, for you, for you
Am I enough for you, for you, for you
Am I enough for you, for you, for you you you you
Am I enough for you, for you, for you you you you

But how could I ever be
Playing games with the cards that you dealing me
You controlling like Makima killing me
I complain and you act like you feeling me
But I feel like these feelings perverse
I tried to repair em u makin it worse
I'm praying for blessings yet begging for hurt
I'm a fool cant progress cause I play with my curse

I was waiting for the day we would end
Knew that you'd never be more than a friend
But I wonder was you even that
Cause the truth and the fact
You told lies that I can't comprehend
I'm blind to so many matters of the heart
You using it steady tearing me apart
You running in circles around me
While I'm staring straight at the one who done found me when we decided to depart

I'm grateful that u did me dirty
Betrayed me but I wasn't hurting
I realized the truth of my burden
You a step on my path to discerning
Deserted and left me for dead
Took just one compliment went to my head
All of the pain I took on in your stead
Never been, never had, never knew
Guess its all just like JID said

I gave you my heart
I gave God my soul
Kept mind to myself so you'd never know
Bout all of these thoughts that I can't control
Bout all of the demons that's comin for more
You fed to my anger I kept it in store
I think that it changed me and altered my core
I gotta make peace with the piece that you stole
So I keep my bible right next to my pole

But how would I know what the truth is
Cause this isn't love its abusive
Was living a life of delusion
Making me think that the devil's in Houston
If he was would I know how to stop it
Would eyes start to falter and look at the locket
She ask me what's wrong and I tell her to drop it
She pushing so now gotta change up the topic

I head to the tropics to chill
Take out a dime and get left with the bill
How many emotions do I gotta kill
The weakest green lantern I'm losing my will
Cause you got me feeling down bad
Deepest crush I could ever say that I've had
The way you laugh
That spark in your eyes
It ain't no surprise
We say our goodbyes
Now you gone and I'm sad

But I want amity and so much more
Want your heart to skip a beat when I open the door
They think I don't got a shot well who keeping the score
Cause you got that kind of glow that I really adore
But its you that I need
Is it love is it greed
Do you hurt when I bleed
Do I matter to you
When I cry can you see
How much you mean to me
Will my love set you free
Or be a burden to you

Am I enough for you, for you, for you (am I enough, am I enough, for you)
Am I enough for you, for you, for you (am I enough, am I enough, for you)