Just For Show

I wrote your name in notebooks
I saw you after class
The color of my lipstick
Never seemed to last

And you said
It was all just for show
Haven't seen you in the longest time
I know you're not the one I was hoping for

I walked with you down hallways
Just wished I could hold your hand
You never liked the way I smiled
And I hated you for that

And you said
It was all just for show
Haven't seen you in the longest time
I know you're not the one I was hoping for
And I saw you in all of my dreams
I wish I never loved you
Cause now you're killing me

Oh, oh

Oh, I wish you'd killed me
I don't have a right to complain yet
You haven't done a single thing, oh
You're just stuck in my head
I wish I could get you out, oh
All you do is shout, you're so loud, so loud
And I wish you were gone
And I know you're not God, stop acting like you are
I'm the only one who can see through your facade

And you said
It was all just for show
Haven't seen you in the longest time
I know you're not the one I was hoping for
You were in all of my dreams
I wish I never loved you
Cause now you're killing me

Picked up the knife and stabbed until I bleed
Babe, you're killing me