It's Complicated

Yeah look
Always got to ball even though I might fall
Gonna get back up bitch I make the call
Wake up everyday
Bend my knees going to pray
Rolling up another L I'm not feeling very well
Take me out the hell
I'm always on the road in the middle of the night
Driving through the storm I can barely see the light
Got a lot on my mind and Depression got to fight
Got a lot on my plate I'm not even gonna lie

Stomach caving in I can barely eat my food
Writing all my songs while I'm smoking up my bong
And always got to drive at night trying to get it off my mind
Really hate the memories that's is going through my mind
I really want to let it go this very hard to do
This is why I hate the love I don't really want to love damn
I'm just really tired of it all yeah
And I don't really want to fight at all

She calling my phone she tell me come home
Baby come back I'm rolling let's smoke
But I don't really know we just had another fight
I'm feeling way to down I'm not even gonna lie
I'm pouring my drink I'm feeling the wave
And try not to think just flow it away
Can't take it no more not feeling okay
Don't want to talk now there's nothing to say

And trying to let it go let just take it slow
leave it in the past it's so hard to grasp
In the dark shine the light rolling up I'm gonna light
Got the Kush in my bag gonna make it last
I'd rather roll up I'd rather get lit
I really need time you listening right
Let me have my time I'm just tryna get it right
I'm Always looking fly to bad I'm not feeling right

She calling my phone she tell me come home
Baby come back I'm rolling let's smoke
But I don't really know we just had another fight
I'm feeling way to down I'm not even gonna lie
I'm pouring my drink I'm feeling the wave
And try not to think just flow it away
Can't take it no more not feeling okay
Don't want to talk now there's nothing to say

Nah there's nothing to say
Nah nah not feeling okay
Nah nah there's nothing to say
Nah nah not feeling okay

Ain't tryna lose you I'm really confused
Don't get me wrong I really love you
The timing was wrong I really miss you
I'm making this song dedicated to you

And It's a lot of stress It's a lot of pain
Life is such a mess Surviving everyday
Nothing is the same everything has changed
And I don't want to love And I don't want to trust
Smoking everyday getting high everyday
Always chilling with my squad they are all I got
Yeah yeah Reminiscing you
Yeah yeah no one else like you



Credits
Writer(s): Adriel Quiles
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