Self Reflection

Got a Spanish mami spicy like some Takis
Sucked it sloppy went went rode me like a Kawasaki
Whatever's in this cup got me feeling wocky
I started off humble now I'm getting cocky
I'm realizing I'm the only nigga that could stop me
Harlem born like the Killa-Cam and A$AP Rocky
Need a honest girl, think i'm done fucking thotties
The trash washes up, when the waters choppy

There ain't no fun in lying rather tell the truth
Was searching through the pudding tryna find the proof
People lose they sense of self when they in a group
It don't matter what you say, it matter what you do
Deep down they hate themself so they mad at you
Can't do uncertainty only deal wit absolutes
Changed my longitude and had to switch my latitude
Rolling up my 5th J by the afternoon

Lost myself along the way but now i'm back to me
He don't miss! they know i'm coming wit the accuracy
You niggas don't challenge yaself how you gon challenge me
Say you gon pop that shit is hope it ain't no guarantee
My shit is destined ain't no maybe it's an actually
Fuck the opinions i'm solidified factually
The women that i smash get attached to me
I'ma dying breed feel like i'm the last of me

The past was filled wit darkness know the future brighter
Won't catch me in a church but still believe in something higher
A lost youth but got the soul of a old timer
Still known to kill shit like i'm Michael Myers
Niggas leaching cause they see Im preaching to the choir
Ima demon leave you leaking toss you in the fire
Waiting for the next drop my shit get you inspired
the shit you dropped last sound like it's time to retire

Ballin hard straight from the Mecca shit I feel like Julius (Randle)
Niggas preaching like they Jesus but they really Judas
Creating motion pictures feel like George Lucas
I'm teaching shit now cause i been a student
Was shaky at the start but i been improving
On the gram you post wins but in life you losing
I'm tryna break bread like this holy communion
Had to sever ties because ya lack of contribution

Can't take criticism but the first to criticize
You lack consistency because ya life consist of lies
Ya massive ego run a muck that you mistook for pride
Can't fix a problem as it comes you rather bitch and hide
Noticed I was chasing i should be attracting
Why play behind the scenes when i'm the main attraction
Remain in plain face cause theres no need for laughing
Can't vibe wit niggas who lack ambition or any passion
Dirty deeds survey the block while money stashing
The destinations unknown but i'm already packing
Feel I'm better than average and i just started rappin
Won't get ahead of myself anything bound to happen

On my way to see Syn traveled locomotive
Accustomed to the darkness loosing all emotion
Mind forever on the goal i'm never loosing focus
Some niggas fall into success i know that i was chosen

Know what's expected
I accept it
I requested it
I made this bed
Ain't ever bitch
I went and slept in it
Take a look at me and you'll see black excellence
We not the same the shit I'm on will be preeminent



Credits
Writer(s): Malik Morris
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