Convicted

Driving down the highway
Where two objects collide
In this case it was my bumper
And the front of his bike
I'm smoking a blunt yeah
I stopped up in the middle lane
In a matter of seconds a piece of Glass skimming my face
Yeah my homie in the back
Yeah he screaming away
I'm just praying that today aint The day I catch a case
I get out of the car
Take a look at the damage
Little did I know I had a lot to Manage
Cause in the middle of the highway
Where this man he lied
Blood coming out of his head
You can tell that he died
Instantly on impact
The traffic slowed through time
EMT wasn't there looks like I committed a crime
I'm Convicted
Vehicular Homicide
Manslaughter a man
Manslaughter my pride
Im Convicted
They start reading my rights
Ask me question
Yo didn't you see his brights
I'm convicted and feeling conflicted by my decisions
Life always felt so vivid until I had a flash of existence
Right at an instance
Repression was giving me the assistance
To deal with this shit in the moment
You know I wasn't with it
Cause I walked around people on my tippy toes
Poke the bear wait for me to explode
Wanted my brains to go hocus pocus
Just disappear and hope nobody fucking notice
But I could no longer hold it
So guess what I did
I only reacted
Made my situation worse
Had to control my actions
Cause this is truly what it was like to live in spotlight
A hot boy situation man I had to be quiet
Working a job
Going to School
Missed junior prom
Cause I was a fool
Put myself in a position
Fight for job type competition
I said fuck my education
I need money for probation
My future was so complacent
So here what the fuck I'm saying aight?

Ima tell you what I learned

This is something that I Never planned on confessing
But on May 28th, I learned an important lesson
That when you driving down the street make sure to pay the fuck attention
Other people be living It's selfish not to my brethren
Because when dealing with trauma you got nowhere to hide
When no one in this world be taking your fucking side
Wish I could get back in that car and be the one that died
This is the shit I live with everyday of my life
Im Convicted



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Writer(s): Alexander Rasmussen
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