October 26

Yea thinking bout October
As the date gets closer
I just want some closure yea
Cant keep composure yea
I be getting emotional thinking bout October
As the date closer
28 more days of maybes and I just wants some closure
Man I swear my life so crazy it's hard to keep composure
Thinking bout the lives he gave me and not my fallen soldiers
The things I'd do to trade places with em
Look what staying safe'll get em
Fuck that should've stayed dangerous with em
Nightmares with the same faces in em
Keep the snakes up put yo circle I swear that you can't take the venom
I been crying not because they gone but because they ain't take me with em

And I'm just so far from perfect
25 tranna Finding my purpose
Uncertain I can't stop searching
9 whole lives tranna make one worth it
What you know about getting no sleep at night just because your heart keep hurting
What you know about praying that God just take to life cuz you don't deserve it
And I'm so deserving of the karma that's coming
I hope them seeds I sewed don't grow to curses
Got Pits in my stomach I hope you hear the pain up in my verses
Been shining light on my darkness all I can find I purge it

I be getting emotional thinking bout October
As the date closer
28 more days of maybes and I just wants some closure
Man I swear my life so crazy it's hard to keep composure
Thinking bout the lives he gave me and not my fallen soldiers
The things I'd do to trade places with em
Look what staying safe'll get em
Fuck that should've stayed dangerous with em
Nightmares with the same faces in em
Keep the snakes up put yo circle I swear that you can't take the venom
I been crying not because they gone but because they ain't take me with em