Poison

I think these drinks done gone and messed up my emotions
It's hard to love Because my heart is super frozen
I pray to God and I still wonder if I'm chosen
Because I've been battling these demons like it's poison

I think these drinks done gone and messed up my emotions
It's hard to love Because my heart is super frozen
I pray to God and I still wonder if I'm chosen
Because I've been battling these demons like it's poison

Round after round till I go black
Drink on my shirt no cap
I'm at the club gone off the liquor and drugs
I fell in love with the plug
Back in my ways like the old Shaq
Before I met Christ had my own path
Before I saw the light Had my soul snatched
Rolling these days on my dark past
Most nights I feel so alone
I don't wanna answer the phone
Act like there's nobody home
I heard there's angels and demons playing tug-of-war over my bones
Sometimes I hate how I'm living I'm hoping I don't die
Bottle my thoughts at the bottom but won't cry

I think these drinks done gone and messed up my emotions
It's hard to love Because my heart is super frozen
I pray to God and I still wonder if I'm chosen
Because I've been battling these demons like it's poison

I think these drinks done gone and messed up my emotions
It's hard to love Because my heart is super frozen
I pray to God and I still wonder if I'm chosen
Because I've been battling these demons like it's poison

In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God
Took only seven days the moon the sun the earth the stars
Created man and his image and said the world was ours
I really wonder if Lucifer had a change of heart
He tempted Eve a bite the apple played a crooked card
She brought it right back to Adam and look at where we are
Kicked out of the garden and wishing on a star
I think my cup runneth over I'm sitting at the bar
Why me why is this life so hard
Why are you put me on the earth if you know right from the start
That evil be in the people we far from becoming equal
And the fish tank full of the water don't feed the sharks
Might fall apart I'm hanging on by a tight rope
Black brothers losing their patients and moving psycho
I don't wanna lose myself for no title
I just wanna numb the pain and miss vitals

I think these drinks done gone and messed up my emotions
It's hard to love Because my heart is super frozen
I pray to God and I still wonder if I'm chosen
Because I've been battling these demons like it's poison

I think these drinks done gone and messed up my emotions
It's hard to love Because my heart is super frozen
I pray to God and I still wonder if I'm chosen
Because I've been battling these demons like it's poison